@decent-chat yeah i know how that can feel to be abandoned by the people you care about but you just have to find some that wont leave you no matter how hard things get. and if you ever need more than just your friends to talk to, i talk to alot of strangers about how i feel because i know they cant go and tell anyone i know what i said because they dont even know me, so that could be a big help when you just want to let some feelings out into the world.